Am i happier as a child?......im happier when im at my teens?check that..i dont have a deprived childhood.hmmm,am i happier when im into working life??GOSH...i be glad to stay as a kid typing my thoughts out!!oK...IM NO ESCAPIST...face the world huh??
Tonight is a miss ppl nights>>>I miss my buddy of 10 years(im gonna sort things out with her)
I miss my grandma>>at times when i get home high or drunk(trying to act normal as i walk in the room)..i felt like someone watchin from the hall!!arrrrrrrrrgh,no scary thoughts here!I just felt..not sight.
I miss these ppl ..(an aka mentek)...adlin aka muk or I LOVE GIRLS and my dad.He may not be a good husband or a good father but he is my friend::::he's a funny guy.
I miss drinkin wine (with fav ppl of cos).There's category in yr grps of friends.U cant mix them all together and hopefully they can connect.OH..COME ON!!
This remind me of a song>>JON secada-IF you go
Taking a day at a time
Dealing with feelings I don't wanna hide
Learning to love as I go, baby
Without taking you along for a ride.Tried to find myself
Tried to find the truthGet out from this shell
Girl I'm almost there
To show you how much I really care.
