January 20, 2009

The daily news'

There's a really really thin thin thin thin thin (did i just type x5??) line over the thought of you over that someone.Im not in self denial..i know what im feeling.hmmm,i guess somehow or rather she's someone i care about so much that the remaining of the care and yes i still love her...a diff level of love i guess..it's embarrasing to say it out! start to grow when we are apart...it's weird!!!I can do a million things and i can do it alone...(without her)...BUT i just wanna share parts of my life with her...not all...jus parts..how i wish she can spare her busy bee days.

I carry you walking till the end..Can we not go back?You hug me tightly,Saying you don't need a promise...You say that if I'm by myself I'll be freer..I don't understand??? what you're saying...I won't let go anyway..I carry you walking till the end...Can we not think too much?Can we hold hands?...heh!!Get to the end a bit later..You say we shouldn't see each other again only for a moment...Thank you for letting me hear it......Because I'm waiting here forever....

You can take the high and i can take the low

January 8, 2009

Emotional honesty...dont get me wrong



Most people find that when they take a risk and practice emotional honesty, they feel closer to others and worry less about trying to maintain an image of perfection -My point of view'

No regrets / they don't work
No regrets / they only hurt
Write me a love song
Drop me a line Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine Everything I wanted to be
every Time I walked away
Everytime you told me to leave I just wanted to stay
Every time you looked at me and
Everytime you smiled I felt so vacant you treat me like a child
I loved the way we used to laugh I loved the way we used to smile
Often I sit down and think of you
For a while
Then it passes by me and I think of Someone else instead
I guess the feeling we once had is Officially dead
My note:From wat you can see,i relate my feelings through songs.Im emotionally bankrupt and emotionally bloated for now...